sometimes ignorance is a bliss, isnt it... what you dont know cant possibly hurt you. well... at least for the time being. yes, that's living in denial but what's wrong with living in denial if you are happy. maybe at the end of the day, you will no longer be happy, but you're still happy once upon a time.












to digress abit...
someone ask how we started. well, i have no exact answer for that, not now, not tomorrow, not forever. because there was not much of a 'starting' to talk about...

it feels like being a swimmer plunging into a pool - next thing you know you are wet thru-out, and you don't know how deep is the pool since you can't tell from the top. drown in it or survive thru it, your choice. good thing is i know how to swim, bad thing is i suck in swimming. hahaha...







side-note: being drunk doesnt warrant you the rights to do stupid things. and being drunk certainly doesnt warrant you the rights to contridict yourself with every word spouted when you try to account for things you shld had NEVER done.
excuses i say, excuses!
as much as i STILL do not (in fact, virtually IMpossible to ever) believe your account of what happened, i have NO choice but to let the matter rest. what else could i possibly do anyway?
once - count yourself dumb
twice - i must the dumb one.
so forgive but not forget, once but never twice. i do not want to be a dumb person.






life doesnt always go the way you planned. work around it, don't let it get you down.




- this journey, called life, is never easy.