shit entry shit feeling

for most people out there, its just yet another day... bloody warm and humid weather with probably lotsa shitwork to do... facing your black-face superior, or even dragging your feet to school... or best, sleeping your day in your bed. very ordinary day indeed!



for me... well, its my doomsday. i'm officially flying off in like 5hours? and im leavin for the airport from home like in 1hour odd for dinner there first. luggage still in a big mess thou...




needless to say, i'm feeling lost now. feeling total fucked.




dunno when will i blog again. but i think the next entry wld be an emo one, with tears on my keyboard. hope not, with fingers and toes crossed. and i'm starting to miss EVERYONE now...



till then, miss me lots...







- this is a awful shitty feeling. :'(