shit place to be in alone.

mum left like 6 hrs ago.


i feel like shit.



i just wanna go home. but its like 100 over days before i can even go home. :'(



i'm all alone now in this big apartment. this sucks!






we put the clothes to wash before mum left. so when i came back, i hang the clothes. den i started packin my cabinet, lined it with june's wrapping paper =) looks nice. got hangers ytd so i started hanging up my clothes too. my clothes seemsss sooo little here! need to shop badly but i wanna go home n shop instead.
den i washed 3 pairs of shoes cux they look rather dirty. msn abit to catch up on wat i'm missing out. den decided to cook some crap up to eat. chicken porridge with brocolli and carrot; sooo bland cux i didnt add alot of salt or soya sauce. watched tv while i ate. stupid lame kids show man. now its 5.14pm here, but its getting dark like its 7plus 8pm back home... but its only 315pm in singapore. sooo not interesting.


now i wished mum is here to nag at me... at least i'm not alone facing just the 4 walls.

i will be gg out for dinner with a singaporean girl called faith later.


such a boring life. i think my hands will become rough when i go home. =(



- tell me how to i survive here, ALL ALONE!