1 more month of crazy boredom and i'm done.

one has to learn what is bloody boredom by the hard way.


yea... and one can so try to entertain herself by totally banging her head against the wall while watchin gossip girl. ahhh... that could cure/ ease the pain of being down right bore to tears and probably will die from that soon.



just wanna go out, its a prefect cooling weather today, except its a tid wet. oh wells, one couldnt ask for more, could she? but who is she supposed to go out with? alone? yea... she would hv done tt back home cux not before long, someone would call her anyways. but here, mobile is a dummy. so yes, she is learning to love these 4 walls when she absolutely hates it. this so reminds her of not talkin a single human being for few days at a go when she first got to this alienated place. ok, maybe she did tok to r a couple of sentences today, but that was before he totally vanished from thin air thou...




housework are pretty much done ytd. gossip girl refuse to load properly. housemate does her disappearing-and-reappearing act. crazy craving for nice n pretty cupcakes. maybe with a cup of nice berry tea. perhaps @ some indoor coffee house or cooling outdoor place back home on a nice lovely (not) sunny afternoon. preferably with crystal chow. and thinks about the pretty little cake place at paragon which jason shld hv insisted we go in. arghhhh....




valen's the lonely-girl now. she's like invisible. noone notices her. noone toks to her.


great.


you know you love me.

xoxo,
lonely girl.





- arghhh, gossip girl overdose. a desperate need to get all this over and done with.